I used to be super excited for that month until December 2010 came. It was like the start of what they call sweet bitterness. At first everything went well. I thought my view regarding having a relationship would change. I can still remember when I post something on my other blog 'bout my fear of being totally in loveand someone told me that heartache was really a part of falling in love. And with that, you'll learn something from it

Unfortunately, I thought it would be easy for me to just let go and move on. But hell no!! Guys moved on easily! It took me like 3 months to be like I felt nothing 'bout him. It was really strange on my part. I can not put it in details, 'cuz if I do, I'll prolly hurt myself more. Now, it's been a year, but everytime I heard something of how flirty you are, OMG... there's something inside me that automatically turn on the switch of pain and I will find myself on tears I shouldn't be like this. Yea, you can jot my name down on the list of persons who are still bitter

I want to tell you everything and just slap you.

I know I must eradicate this hatred. December must be the season of love and joy with the persons who truly care and love you After all, Jesus is the reason for this season!

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